i'm broken...

i guess i should let it out once and for all..

well,  HHHHAAAAUUUHH!
I've been liking this guy since and i did much effort to make him feel how much special he is to me..    ..yet he seem numb to appreciate everything and so I think of giving him the time to think..

I gave him so much time..   ..so much time that I grew tired of waiting...   ..I never expected to wait such a long time. But the catch is, I'm so tired to wait but  I'm to hooked to let go.. until he spoke to me one time..

"you know what, no girl deserves me..." , that's what he said.

it killed me badly...